verliebt in eine illusion
du existierst nicht
nicht hier
du existierst in meinen träumen
in meiner fantasiewelt die ich mir erschuf
um nicht allein sein zu müssen
warum bist du nicht da?
ich will dich sehen
riechen
schmecken
spüren
deine stimme hören
ich vermisse
etwas
das ich nicht vermissen kann
weil es das nicht gibt
nicht hier
komm,
flüstere mir dinge ins ohr
flüstere mir träume
komm in meine welt
wir können für immer
dort bleiben
für immer sein
du existierst nicht
nicht hier
du existierst in meinen träumen
in meiner fantasiewelt die ich mir erschuf
um nicht allein sein zu müssen
warum bist du nicht da?
ich will dich sehen
riechen
schmecken
spüren
deine stimme hören
ich vermisse
etwas
das ich nicht vermissen kann
weil es das nicht gibt
nicht hier
komm,
flüstere mir dinge ins ohr
flüstere mir träume
komm in meine welt
wir können für immer
dort bleiben
für immer sein
Ich denke dein, wenn mir der Sonne Schimmer
vom Meere strahlt;
Ich denke dein, wenn sich des Mondes Flimmer
In Quellen malt.
Ich sehe dich, wenn auf dem fernen Wege
Der Staub sich hebt;
In tiefer Nacht, wenn auf dem schmalen Stege
Der Wandrer bebt.
Ich höre dich, wenn dort mit dumpfem Rauschen
Die Welle steigt.
Im stillen Haine geh' ich oft zu lauschen,
Wenn alles schweigt.
Ich bin bei dir; du seist auch noch so ferne,
Du bist mir nah!
Die Sonne sinkt, bald leuchten mir die Sterne.
O, wärst du da!
vom Meere strahlt;
Ich denke dein, wenn sich des Mondes Flimmer
In Quellen malt.
Ich sehe dich, wenn auf dem fernen Wege
Der Staub sich hebt;
In tiefer Nacht, wenn auf dem schmalen Stege
Der Wandrer bebt.
Ich höre dich, wenn dort mit dumpfem Rauschen
Die Welle steigt.
Im stillen Haine geh' ich oft zu lauschen,
Wenn alles schweigt.
Ich bin bei dir; du seist auch noch so ferne,
Du bist mir nah!
Die Sonne sinkt, bald leuchten mir die Sterne.
O, wärst du da!
There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes
and there you were.
You were more than a dream,
I could reach out and touch you,
that was long ago.
There are some things that I
guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
That’s when everything’s all right.
You're in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams
Cause I still love, loving you.
How can I get you to see
That I’m falling apart
Since you’ve been gone.
When I opened my eyes
and there you were.
You were more than a dream,
I could reach out and touch you,
that was long ago.
There are some things that I
guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
That’s when everything’s all right.
You're in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams
Cause I still love, loving you.
How can I get you to see
That I’m falling apart
Since you’ve been gone.
familie.
echte liebe.
große und kleine lügen.
blöde schuldgefühle.
stolz und hass.
geborgenheit.
frühes aufstehen.
leere konten.
abschied und trauer.
loyalität.
schmutzige wäsche.
schwarze schafe.
trennung.
versöhnung.
weihnachten.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
In my head there are squirrels
jumping up and down
They’ve been coming just to do
the cleaning out
but it won’t help much this time
for all my thoughts are circling around you,
fool!
I saw the fear in your eyes
as you were holding me tight
Why couldn’t you stay another hour or two
don’t go away.
But you turn around
as I try to kiss you there
so I,
I fall over,
Hit the ground
with my eyes all closed
You see I see nothing
jumping up and down
They’ve been coming just to do
the cleaning out
but it won’t help much this time
for all my thoughts are circling around you,
fool!
I saw the fear in your eyes
as you were holding me tight
Why couldn’t you stay another hour or two
don’t go away.
But you turn around
as I try to kiss you there
so I,
I fall over,
Hit the ground
with my eyes all closed
You see I see nothing
Please accept my apologies,I wonder what would have been.
Would you have been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes.
Choosing our life over your life meant your death.
And you never got a chance to even open your eyes,
Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life.
Would you have been a little genius? In love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skin tone and shape of your nose,
And the way you would’ve laughed and talked fast or slow.
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen.
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would’ve been.
I got a million excuses, as to why you died.
And other people got their own reasons for homicide.
Who’s to say it would’ve worked and who’s to say it wouldn’t have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad.
The fear of being my father has never disappeared,
I ponder it frequently while I’m sippin’ on my beer,
My vision of a family was artifical and fake
So when it came time to create, I made a mistake.
And from the Heavens to the womb to the Heavens again.
From the ending to the ending, never got to begin.
Maybe one day we can meet face to face, in a place without time and space.
Maybe one day we can meet face to face, in a place without time and space.
Would you have been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes.
Choosing our life over your life meant your death.
And you never got a chance to even open your eyes,
Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life.
Would you have been a little genius? In love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skin tone and shape of your nose,
And the way you would’ve laughed and talked fast or slow.
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen.
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would’ve been.
I got a million excuses, as to why you died.
And other people got their own reasons for homicide.
Who’s to say it would’ve worked and who’s to say it wouldn’t have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad.
The fear of being my father has never disappeared,
I ponder it frequently while I’m sippin’ on my beer,
My vision of a family was artifical and fake
So when it came time to create, I made a mistake.
And from the Heavens to the womb to the Heavens again.
From the ending to the ending, never got to begin.
Maybe one day we can meet face to face, in a place without time and space.
Maybe one day we can meet face to face, in a place without time and space.
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